I literally cannot believe myself. I am probably the happiest and saddest I have ever been in my life since my last post. I don't know how I can be the happiest and the saddest, but it's true. Here's a timeline of the past few years:
2014- Get engaged, Get preggers, get married.
2015- Have baby (Harper), gain all of my weight back.
2016- Live in a blur, Happy because Harper is amazing.
2017- live in a blur, Still happy because Harper is still pretty amazing.
2018- Life is still a blur, but Harper is a great reminder that I am still worthy of so many things.
2019- Wake up and realize that I must get back to me: back to happiness and back to health.
To be honest:
All I can do now is hit a reset button and start again.
What will living in the past do for me?
2014- Get engaged, Get preggers, get married.
2016- Live in a blur, Happy because Harper is amazing.
2017- live in a blur, Still happy because Harper is still pretty amazing.
2018- Life is still a blur, but Harper is a great reminder that I am still worthy of so many things.
2019- Wake up and realize that I must get back to me: back to happiness and back to health.
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| My niece Mallory and I in November of 2018 |
To be honest:
- I haven't been a very good wife
- I haven't been a very good mother
- I haven't been a very good daughter
- I haven't been a very good sister
- I haven't been a very good friend
- I haven't been a very good teacher
- I haven't been very good to myself.
All I can do now is hit a reset button and start again.
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